Went into the emergency room..went to immediate care first, having issues with some kind of churning in the viscera. So I got an x-ray and blood tests at the ER and they ruled a lot of things out, so if this keeps up I’ll be incapacitated, not dead, so that’s good to know.
1/20/16 The gardening every day is really grounding me: the work every day seems like it will keep me from getting manic.....and maintenance...I'm committed to both. If I get a woman she'll expect I can do shit and fix various appliances...it would be great to lea
for being alive, and being able to enjoy the weather every day...so I hope these health worries go away. I really have a lot of expectations for the future...a feeling that things may sort themselves out,..
Lean out of the window, goldenhair,for I heard you singing a merry air.my book was closed, I read no morewatching the fire dance, on the floor.I have left my book, I have left my roomfor I heard you singing
This is a little story sensei Graves told me at his 75th birthday party: we had driven down to go to it. I asked him what's new and he looked a bit frustrated and then proceeded to tell me this story; He and another karate guy who quit long ago had gone up into some river on the inside stretch of Pacific c
"you want to know why the album was late? We were waiting for whitey to get his fucking paper straight."
"Stay the fuck away from my sister!"
thinks the salamanders had gone elsewhere, skip flagged down a semi and the octopi were too many to name."such a beautiful woman,"...he thought to himself....somehow got into more than she thought or something maybe who knows.
I'm Nobody! Who are you?Are you- Nobody- Too?!Then there's a pair of us?don't tell! they'd advertise, you know!How dreary, to be somebodyhow public, like a frogto tell one's name, the livelong JuneTo an admiring Bog-e dickinson
in winter too we traced the fieldsand still felt summer joyswe sought our hips and felt no coldcold never came to boysthe sloes appeared as choice as plumbsWhen bitten by the frostand crabs grew honey in the mouthwhen apple time was pastwe rolled in sunshine
So in the way people think of things, and how they react to circumstances, all of it very strange and in many ways tough, I suppose. S was really trying to catch my attention and when I turned she smiled at me, like she decided I was okay. So when that happens…means a lot. So the f
Watching big outside play their set of semi-reggae originals, nice to be there. nice to see nice people dancing around.. The walk down was nice too....kind of cold and a little rainy. Lots of niceness all around, good to see.Lake Isle of InnisfreeI will arise and go now,
don't throw stones. (?)some personal issues have been redacted from the text
I am, you anxious one. Do you not hear merush to claim you with each eager sense?Now my feelings have found wings, and, circling,whitely fly about your countenance,Here my spirit in its dress of stillnessstands before you-oh, do you not see?In your glance does not my May
Boy, I'm borderline depressed today....probably because there was not a lot on my schedule, but also that we don't seem to have any opportunities to play gigs coming up, and Lori's great and a good addition but she'll be gone for a week, but either way, the fact of the matter is that each day the weather is different, every
Lean out of the window, Goldenhair,I heard you singing A merry air.My book was closed; I read no more,Watching the fire dance On the floor.I have left my book, I have left my room,For I heard you singing&n
So another day starting out, drinking espresso at the beanery, wondering and waiting, thinking what I might do, or not do, today. I pulled some more grass out of the front, finding some flowers underneath starting to grow. It’s good I started this gardening way back, because there are st
Live each season as it passes; breathe the air; drink the drink, taste the fruit, and resign yourself to the influence of each. Let them be your only diet, drink and botanical medicines. Be blown on by all the winds. Open all your pores and bathe in all the tides of nature, in all her str
So the deal is that I couldn’t get in to the bob marley thing, capacity crowd, and so I went home, but frankly I was tired anyway. I had a bad day with the nausea thing, kind of made me not want to do much, but John came over and then we sat around, playing some music, having some fun, so it felt okay, th
So here I am again at the beanery, wondering where things may go, ….. She must have been changing that around for my benefit, I sure hope, and she was smiling, so that is all good. It seems to me that a big transformation can occur with the addition of a woman. &nbs
I've been looking at my statistics for these blog, and I see the posts are getting read. However, not sure if any of those are people I know..or they're just bots, or what. No idea. So leave a comment.So we are happy to be in the situation we are in, and that
So things are a bit strange in that I woke up and got stoned, then it was raining so fucking hard that I had to put on rainpants, but now it has died down, sun through the clouds, literally. I went down to the jam in Eugene and didn’t have a really close idea of what it would
As for today, I will somehow manage to make it through all the hours of the day, kind of find a settling for that, a way to get peace and make things better, but who the heck knows. In the end, we all become dust, make a strange coming together of the ways and means of our life….the changes coming
Losing enthusiasm in the guitar playing....not sure why, but partially ..actually the guitar playing is going great. I've developed a great style, and have more versatility.now I just need money.
It’s funny I have such a unique style to bring to the electric guitar, or acoustic, that it’s funny that nobody around this town, basically, has heard me play the electric the way I can… The years of practice are paying off. Actually, I did it because it was fun, right
The point being, suffused somehow, in an aura of innocent romanticism, of this beauty was more than he could bear, especially as he was a fan of women...who understands the predilections of the male mind? He was feeling somewhat loathsome and sorry earlier in the day, having seen the sweat off a Hein
walked down to the local seven eleven for an ice cream bar. Some things never change. At Chateau in Berkeley I'd walk down to the one on Telegraph, get a pint of ice cream, eat it all, throw it in the closet....while playing guitar. Man, I was inconsiderate in those days.
I had given up on that bar because of too many hassles, but also I quit drinking, but anyway, walked down...nice walk, ...the band wasn't really my style and I didn't want to drink, so I left, although I wanted to see Old Age and Wups, but they weren't on yet, or something.OMG, no real human co
consuming a frozen pizza...for the eleven pm food.
what a great time I had yesterday jamming with all these luminaries of the local music scene, Melanie, Linden, Dave, and more. So yeah, very nice to harmonize on a song. That's all good.In other news, ......I'm going to do very little tomorrow.